I drank a lot tonight. Enjoyed the night! However, there is something must come to an end. I had been loosing focus for past two weeks. Don't feel like doing anything, procrastinate for everything. Did nothing in the office. This isn't good! Time for you to let go mate. You are just nothing!! You don't fet apprexiated! You are just a friend, a friend that is possible to be ignored! This is life. Nothing can be done in between when you are being friendzoned. What are you actually getting is ni shi hao ren. I felt so stupid. Things must come to an end. When she doesn't appreciate then i must let it go already. You are just NOTHING!